I have been in a serious slump as of late. Still dealing, or trying to, with my grandmothers death. Hasn’t been easy, especially with my brother trying to make me feel guilty over nopt being able to just fly over. He keeps emailing me but I don’t email back. I said what I had to say in my last email to him and that’s that.

Gonna try and find some motivation today to get some some stuff done. I have been weeding out stuff like a maniac and it’s amazing how one can throw out a lot and till have no room! Where did all of this crud come from? I sure as hell don’t know! I know it’s going out though! If it’s not being used on a regular basis, then it’s gone! I am done. Same with some of our furniture. Out! I am sick and tired of having to move the whole house around to do my cleaning. I simply don’t have time to do that anymore with working 3 jobs from home. Sure, I am home…but I also spend most of my time working, cooking dinner, doing laundry, and taking care of the pets! Trying to find time to clean everyday with having to move everything, is impossible.

So, unless we use it regularly, out it goes. I am done!