Lara's Lullaby

They must be super popular, I swear! Yet, I never see them used on any of the stuff I buy! Grrrr.
I found s triple pack of them on Amazon but when I went to check out it said it would be end of February before they ship! I mean, really? End of February? That’s like a month!
I’m gonna have to check Walmart this weekend, if I make it there. Hubby has to work all weekend so it may not happen. And I need my labels to label the wax goodies. Dammit!

Just checked my emails and was happy to see my Niece’s Birthday Wishlist. Reason being I had already bought her present and it was dead on. She’s really getting into horseback riding and was hinting around at equestrian helmets just a few weeks back. So, I got her a new helmet. Saved! *lol*
I so miss horseback riding! I used to ride all the time, back home and when I lived in NYC, too. Sadly, I haven’t been on a horse since I left NYC almost 14 years ago.
Maybe one day, one sweet day, I will get to ride again. It sure would be nice. It’s such a relaxing way to spend time outdoors. And that is exactly what I need. To spend more time outdoors. I have been cooped up for too long.

Butterscotch Candy has got to be my new favorite scent! I tossed in a couple of tarts this morning around 6 am and it’s still kicking all through the house! *Nom, Nom, Nom*

I am trying to take it easy today but to no avail. I have so much to do that I feel guilty. *snort* Go figure!

I swear if it ain’t one thing – it’s another. My sciatic nerve is has been acting up off an on for the last month or so and today it is especially bad. I could barely get up out of bed! Hubby had to come around to my side and pull me up! I am 37 going on 90, I swear!
My sciatica stems from a fall I took when I was a kid. My spine is curved to the point where my stomach protrudes out a bit. I was told back when I was a teenager that I would need surgery one day. I guess that day has come?! I read about laser back surgery and these days it really is nothing. If you have health insurance, that is. Which I do not have. Sigh. So, I am guessing the day may have come but there is nothing I can do about it.

This year will be my year to get things straightened out so that I can get health insurance and get me and body taken care of. I’m falling apart here!!

I just haven’t felt very good for the last few weeks and last weekend I ended up on the couch both days. It took all I had, to even get up and make a cup of tea! Yesterday was still bad, I woke up at 3:30 am after a good night’s rest of almost 8 hrs and by time hubby left for work at 6:00 am, I was so worn out that I had to lay down and I slept another 4.5 hrs! When I woke up I felt nauseated and dizzy. I am not sure if it’s something going around or if it’s the meds that did me in last week. It scares the crap out of me though. I have never ever been so tired and worn out. If I am not feeling better by Sat. morning, I am going to the walk in and see a doctor. This has just been going on too long now. Ugh.
There’s a $100.00 I can’t really afford! But what can I do?